I'm not some love doctor of guru.....but I just wanted to share what I've been gone thru in my love life. Not a lot relationship I've gone thru, just 2...one is 1 year and 10 months and the second one is 9 months if not mistaken. I've always envied those people that in a relationship last time during my secondary life till the day I dumped by my second ex. Ok~~here's the story...
The first one :
She's called claire....i dun wan to mention the full name worried they'll be not so happy if I do that...but it doesn't mattter at all because blog is for people to express their feelings rite, just forget it please both my ex. claire, she's a nice girl~ but to be honest she's a bit fierce i would say...and hard to handle but her caring towards her love one is deep...cuz i felt it that time. We used to have good times but after awhile because we stayed together for quite some time she found it hard to be with me anymore due to my boring and not exciting life..so she felt in love with another guy. Couldn't blame her...if i'm her i might do the same thing...she had her point...I quite angry at first when I knew it but as time passed by I got it...here I would like to apologize to Miss Claire that i act so childish last time. I realized I'm actually a serious fucked up boring person last time. Is good to dump me but i wish u just tell me the truth instead. But nevermind...its over. Now u've got ur another part...I hope he's not boring like me last time and not like the fucker that treat u bad last time....good luck in ur realationship...dun forget to ask me to go for ur wedding dinner ya...lol.
The second one :
Miss Irene~~she good perfect fucking like her....she's like a goodess...her smile made me melt and everything about her is just perfect when I knew her...when time passed by...I still think the way I was, she's perfect. But time passed, I realize she actually hate my friend...one of my best friend...and another of my friend...she tend to make fun of him thou my friend is a bit strange, but he still my friend... what if I say ur friend is strange, u get fucking angry as well rite?? And U always said I help them, not u...how am I actually gonna help u....one is my fucking good friend for more than 10 years and u're my girlfriend that i just met for like half a year...lol. I already tolerate...i fucked up my friendship with friend life up.....and then u started to act cold to me...i call u dunno use wat fucking attitude to answer me....u go out with ur ex....i asked u not to good u dun give a damn and I wanted to go jamming with adrie u fucked me like a dog. Is that supposed to be fair~~?? U told me when u go back to penang soon u will broke up with me because of distance and stuffs but all of it because u still got heart with ur fucking ex...ok...and u force me to dump u instead u dump me...smart move...so u can go and tell people i like adrie and u're the fucking victim...stupid la....if like the day i met her I choose her already la not u....i knew her as the same time i knew u....duh! Some-more said wanna be friend...sure...not problem but dun fucking tell me u still like ur ex la....i so happy la when i heard it...somemore u fucked me upside down when i scold ur ex in msn because he add me in friendster..I din add him in msn also...u got so fired up for wat....Thou now we're fucked but I here dare to say...I still care....about u. If not I won't be writting so much of rubbish here. But wat to do...now we're fucked so just continue to be like tat. Wish u'll have great time in ur life..~And I'm going away from u...bye bye~~so fun to have u in 9 months time..You could have be no.1, if you only felt the time~~llaaalal...
Many people always think that they found the love of their life and the most important person in their life but life and love is not an easy game to play thou beatles said before that "love is such an easy game to play" dun believe them....sorry john lennon for messing up ur lyrics...wahahahah. Try to think twice when u're together with some one..if you're darn lucky like my friend danny...just go ahead...if not just let go...dun waste each others time...and energy and ur love....and also money for some case. I found out single is much more interesting....good luck every couple there.....hope u guys happy forever...as for me....play to the fullest....play-full. Maybe I'm the problem that causing broke up case.....aiya, fuck it...enjoy life please...our time is running out.....if we din enjoy...I should've listen to my mum...why so fast stick with someone, go and enjoy life first..thanks ma....i'll listen to u now..but see wat happened to jie when u told her this...she enjoyed enough already...need to find one...wahahahah...bye la...it's 2 am and tomorrow i need to go back to scream interactive and scream arleady...wuhuuu!!
This is the current me~~I didn't changed much from outlook but inside i changed quite abit~~