下一站, 幸福~~When is my next stop??

Recently nothing much too said, it's also been awhile since I update my blog. But what made me wanna write something again is this Taiwanese Drama called "下一站, 幸福". To be honest I never once finish one Taiwan drama before and I find it stupid to watch all these Idol drama but.....This "下一站, 幸福" is different. I also don't know what to say about this, is so good from the story, the way the cast act, and the plot. Yeah, the songs too~~Can't tell you the spoiler because I'm trying to promote the drama here so please go and watch it.

The cast....
Ady An, Vanness Wu, Tiffany Xu, Chris Wu, Zheng You Jie, Figaro Ceng, Wen Sheng Hao...etc

A happy family, it makes me wanted to have a family and a cute son or daughter too...that's how strong the impact gave you in this drama. Seriously I never thought I'll like Taiwanese drama. Maybe because I felt in love with a girl, that's why I so into these kind of mood, one of the main factor I guess~~hahahaha~~Any way, enjoy the drama please~~go and watch it if you haven't~~!!

Feeling??

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我

It's embarrass to say but this is what currently my feeling is~~exactly the same...

My Chinese New Year~~

Chinese New Year means a lot to Chinese people, it's the most happening and biggest festival for Chinese..everyone finds it very happy and it's a long awaited festival every year. But for me, it's been the same for the passed 7 years....not much of changes. And some more this year first day of Chinese New Year were Valentines Day~bad for you guys who had love partners~~~for me~~hahaha...single and don't give a damn~~nyahahaha~Ok, back to business~

First day, same old things, second day same old things and everyday during the 15 days also the same for me for god knows how long~but this year is a bit different. I broke the spell i guessed~ I did go to Khoon's (one of my friend) house but this time it's a bit different, cuz I brought Ling go~~Ling told me she's bored and no place to go so she'll just tagged along~ All my friends surprised I brought a hot chick there~~and asked short and long~~and all misunderstood that she's my girlfriend and I need to like explained and explained and explained but at last still no people believe me due to that day was Valentines Day I guess~~Enjoy some pictures here~~

I looks like an Idiot~~hahaha
Played some stupid game where the loser will be slapped by the winner~~Ling looks great in that outfit~
Nah, cilaka Danny~~muahahahahah~~wanna slap u very long already~~

Wong Fei Hung, Leong Fun and Zhu Yuk Weng~~wahahahha~

Yeah, what a nice first day of Chinese New Year, we also had our dinner at Ah Fei's cousin restaurant as usual, we do it every year~Here are some pictures we did our "Lou Sang"~~

Huat AR!!!!!!!!

After the dinner part, I went to Ling's house instead of Jonathan's...Sorry Jon...this year din get ang pao from your parents~~haiz~but instead, me and Iys won few hundread ringgit at Ling's house. Sorry ar Ling's 2nd Brother....hahhaa, next year you can revenge for this year, no problem~~hahaha.

Then after that we went to the stupiest bar and club in Mentakab...dun wanna mention the name because some people might see it and kill me~~haha. We went to this pub Ling used to participate in their singing competition...we had 4 tins of Heinekein worth Rm57....sweat~~Soon after Iys and Stanley arrived we change our place to another stupid club then we had our time there~~yeah and we got to know another hot chick, Ling's friend, her name was Ker Sing~~fun girl~~nice meeting you~BTW she also lost some money to me and Iys if not mistaken~~haha~

The Puyohs at club~~

New friend~~Ker Sin~~

Seriously, they're the hottest in the club~~hahaha~~others ar all lalas and some auntie inside~~Luckily these 2 with us~~haha

I'm not drunk, I'm not drunk~~i just felt shy taking photo with Ling~~hahahah~

He's drunk....Iys is drunk~~hahaha

Stanley remained cool~he cannot drunk one...just sleep~~

Yeah, our first day ended here~not much to say about the second day. I forgot what happened on that day too..let's just skip the second day and move on to 3rd day where me, ling, iys, stanley, Jiaee, Sim, Ivan and Yung Jing went to Cherating Kuantan for a trip. At first we were saying Gambang Water Park, our destination but soon after we got lost we changed our plan and headed to the beach~~yay..let the pictures talk~~

Ya, my car stucked in the sand and can't get out...these people help us to do the job. Really apreciate them...Thank you~~SATU MALAYSIA!!!

Preparing for launching to attack the Cherating beach~~

Jiaee was holding the camera~~but dun bother...she's no Important...wahahhaa...joking la...Jiaee so cute, where got not important~~

On our way back, we saw this restautant...It seems good but it's not good...the food is like so simply done and we heard Ivan said this restaurant is one of the good one so we stopped by. Ya, i can't possibly post all the pictures here but if you're interested you can add me in Facebook and see it, here's the link http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/profile.php?id=632665702..

Basically that's all for our trip, the funnest trip I ever been althou it's just a one day trip and to a place where it's free of charge. It's really depends on who you're going with..Thanks guy for giving a fun trip~~loves you all.

OK, SAD THINGS START FROM HERE!!!

I promised Danny i'll be joining them on the trip to Malacca on the fourth day but before that Jon actually told me that he din book room for us and ask us to book ourselves so I was kinda pissed where I told them I'm joining at very early. But when Danny asked me to rejoin them on the day before Chinese New Year so I decided to go, because Danny asked me~So I joined them~On the way to Malacca was the worst day I ever had...damn it...worst than broke up in a relationship~~my Myvi got sandwiched by some other cars and these are the outcome....Iys and Stanley was in the car.....the freaked out man~~haha..sorry ya bro~~

See how badly it damaged~~I knew I'll had a bad day~~damn....I should have just put them aeroplane because I don't felt like going after I came back from Kuantan...Haiz...I also thought to sit someone's car thou...damn~~

Oh, my myvi~~damn....I missed you...not just me.....Ling missed you too, that what she said la....Ivan too...hahaha...

Haiz......damn~~The workshop people said it'll recover in 2 weeks time from today~~I really wish nothing goes wrong man~~Damn it god damn it~~

Ok, everything settle in 2 hours plus...thanks Iys, Stanley and len nee for accompanying me to the police station~~wasted RM200 on that police traffic station~~Damn you~~

Ok, Malacca Trip~~not much to write. We stayed at A Banglow at A Farmosa....all the time we were swimming in the swimming pool provided.......and had steambaot on the first day~

They Funnest part.....swimming most of the time at our banglow~~yay~~

Quite a filling steamboat~~but the preparation took like ages....Lenn keep complaining and wanted to just get some satay at the mamak and go back to sleep~~

The day after, we headed to the most famous Chicken Rice Restaurant in Malacca and I found out that the chicken is not much different than the one I ate at KL/Mentakab....Just the Rice ball taste good~~hahaa...see the espression on my face you can tell~

4 Kung Fu masters at Jonker street~~Wahahaha~Just walk around at there for 1 hour and we headed back....so nice la.....what's the trip for...go back and sleep...hahaha~

We had Satay celup at night and it taste awfully not good....I don't like it but it also depends own self prefrence I guessed. I preffered to eat Portugesse Grilled Fish thou but already full made by these Satay Celup~~Actually the trip was not really fun...the best part was we all can gather and laugh around and also see lenn's espression when he first met the 2 chicks from Malacca...for more info...ask him yourself...hahaha..if you get to know him...

Gathering with you guys is the funnest in the trip~~yay~

Overall not a bad trip I would said but not that interesting too because I've been there for a few times. Just quite happy for the gathering and swimming session. After that not really had good times to when we back to Mentakab....had quarrel with my family and I don't wanna mention about it...life is just too much of problems~~haha~

This year Chinese New Year had beem Different from the rest...I guessed I will called it fun and new. What a long post this time I hope you guys enjoy reading.....if you don't, u can curse me for making u read these shit~~have a good day~~

Anonymous~

Recently, I've received a lot of comments from Anonymous~I'm not scolding them or I'm pissed because of them. They wrote good comments and they even praise me~I'm happy the actually following my blog and what I wrote~

But what I matter the most is I wanna know them instead of just anonymous~I dun wanna force you to write your full name or your profile here, you can just write a nickname or a name so I can show my thanks to you directly~~

That's what I wanna tell~~for now~ I'm really happy and glad they visit my blog so frequent and praise me and read all my stories~~thanks~~I sincerely thank to these anonymous~~

Been 3 years since my first time there~

There's this place/restaurant called look out point somewhere near Ampang Hill and it's a nice place, good atmosphere, the foods are not bad and basically is not that expensive. It's affordable and you won't be crying around and complaint my girlfriend yesterday ask me to treat her sushi and it cost me RM150...hahahaha~~Sorry ar, PK I used your phrase~~

Yeah, back to business. I was on my way to find Miss Potato Phoon aka. Ah Ling and we actually stuck in the traffic...so we decided to eat somewhere near and puhh~~! This Look Out Point appeared in my mind and I started up my GPS and here we go~~and I know Potato haven't been there yet so might be a good experience for her. Soon we reached the hill, she looks like a Village girl and keep on showing a very surprise face....I also got nothing to say~~hahaha...stoned. Really Potato~

While we're there and we started with looking around and saw KL view...it's really nice and I dunno how to describe~both of us also thought KL was a nice place to stay at while looking at the scenery but in fact....KL.....is nothing special. Really...besides all the shopping mall I dun see any reason to stay here if I'm not working here~~hahahahaha~Then after that we proceed for our dinner. Quite a number of choices and we get really confuse and dunno what to eat. After a period of time I ordered Spring Chicken and Strawberry Shake while Potato oredered Grilled Chicken Chop with Black Pepper Sauce and a Mango Blended~

We didn't took the picture of the foods but we did take a picture of the food after we ate~~ Here you go~~

My Spring Chicken~~hahahaha~ Not bad but I prefer boneless food/meal.

We talk lots of crab and do lots of idiotic stuffs as usual from us..."we're puyohs" anyway~act puyohs lo~~haaha. We saw like 5 times people singing and celebrating birthday over there and there're alot of young people there. I felt old thou~~what a greet scene. Do I did what they did last time during my time like theirs?? I felt time just passed so fast, too fast I even can't recall what happened during my past~~Potato told me she dun even have a birthday celebration like tat before so big and more than 10 people~but at least this year we did celebrate for her and it's like around 7 people. Wish next year will be ur biggest birthday party in ur life ya Potato~~

Here're some pictures we took during the dinner~~hahaha...not much but enough for blogging thou~ Enjoy~~

I'm quite a poser so dun bother to shoot me~~hahaha

Potato Ling is also a poser....she said this is her all time famous pose.

Her Mango Blended~~

As usual acting like a Scary Chicken also known as "Hung Pou Kai" her fave. movie...hahaha

Hahaha....another picture of me eating...stop shoting while people's eating ok~~

A duo cam whoring~~

We chat around and time flies and it's already like 2 hours passed and we decided to go back. While going back, we took some moment to shot the KL view scenery~~here're the picture~~

On the way down the stair we saw an eagle statue that looks like Langkawi's big eagle...so we took a picture but we can't take the eagle and instead we took this spooky picture.

Potato with KL view~~

Still got where u haven't go...bring u go and see ur sua gu look...hahha

Me with KL view~~IN KL EVERY DAY ARE EVERY DAMN DAY~~just do it!!

Was quite a fun experience since it's been a long time I been to this place and this was my second time here and to be able to see a sua gu acting so noob...hahaha, really a good experience. Thanks Potato for accompanying me there and the food there are not bad...so I think I might go again.

2010 just started and it felt so heavy~

Last year is really a fun year, neglect the first 2 month where I had my unstable relationship with Irene. Neglect the fact that my previous company's Creative Director doesn't give a shit about me as his staff~I think overall it's really a good year where I met lots of exciting stuffs, peoples and events.

Stuffs : I bought my PS3 for my excitement, My Squier Fender Electric Guitar, My Morrison Folk Acoustic Guitar and also some shirts I was dying for (Japan International Jersey, Stay Real T-Shirt my sister bought for me and many others) will upload all those soon~~

My Morrison Acoustic Folk Guitar

My Squeir Fender Electric Guitar~~

My Stay Real T-Shirt from Taiwan bought by my beloved Sister(Phui Mun)

Peoples : Sok Ling, Jiaee, Ivan, Sim Simz, Wen Ying, Hong Ming, Alvin Gan, Chung Hing, Chee Hang, Jay, Poh Kim, Woo, Tarry, Hendry, Jaster, Clarence, Eric, Soon, Venice, Moon, Yee and my bosses (Pierre and Su Choon)....They changed me a lot...I need to thank them~~oh ya, thanks to a guy called awens too, if he didn't show me some fuck face during the jamming session, I won't improve..I sincerely say thank you to u~

Obviously it was nothing close to this, the fireworks was blocked and it's crowded~~Damn, but I was happy enough~thanks for the moment~I wish I'll have another year countdown with you all again~

Events : I broke up (actually I'm glad it happened if its not I won't be who I am today, thank to you too Irene.), We form a band called The Puyohs (This is the happiest, after 6years of waiting), Hwa Lian IU day performance, SMKM performance, Cameroon Highland trip with a bunch of my buddies, all the practice sessions with Sok Ling, Iys, Jiaee, Chung....wen ying just started this year, my countdown for year 2010...at Genting Highland and also the fireworks on 12 o'clock, althou everyone separated during the event but I happy enough, I'm just happy I spent my time stuck at there, I knows it's no big deal, but that moment I really happy~thanks for the happy 2009/2010 moment.......I just like a movie~~I won't be telling the details what am I so happy about~~hahaha~

Everything ending nicely, happyly and smoothly for 2009...but when it reached 2010 January...everything started to fucked up~First~~I were lacking power in my working place....I felt I'm powerless after my break, why am I taking so much time to recover just a bit when my boss needs me~~until now...I just fucked up the starting of my first meeting with my company's clients~~I really teribbly sorry for Su Choon~damn!!! Yeah, second...the things me and a few of my good friends were doing and planned goes hairwired and not planned well enough~~~I'm the one to blame for not giving out my assets~~yeah, when we had good planning althou our assets isn't much it will be good enough to go thru the work~~please, I will do my best but please plan~~

The one I care and love the most, my band goes unwell too..the quarrel of my band members made me can't sleep well for 2 days already. Event in dream I saw them quarreling. Actually quarelling in a band is quite normal but I just felt that we're so close but why we ended up like this, everything can be solve...just be calm...althou the 3 others that didn''t involve said to me nothing we can do, they're adults and let them settle themselves, they'll eventually be good back and we're 1 again but I can't stop thinking, I just can't~!! Maybe is because one of them said leaving the band and it makes my heart ache!! I felt so sad and my tears almost drop~damn why is this happening....althou the 2 that involve said it will be ok...but still I'm freaking mess up~~i can't stop thinking~~Maybe I really take the band too important...but it can't help cuz I really love them~~What can I do, to ease my feelings and my problems~~I'm really asking for help now....I will try to deal with it myself but what if it goes wrong~~i really can't inmagine~~

Thank to you Anonymous~!

I don't know who are you seriously but your comment made me wanna write back abit or maybe more about more self again~~The reason why I'm not writing anything here is because I tot no one will read my stupid personal life experience so I move on to my band's blog "www.thepuyohsband.blogpsot.com" with more people visits and read~~haha.

Alright back to business~I've been hibernating, opss~I guess not actually, I've been busy with my office work and also personal life. My band had been quite active since August so I've been busy practicing and looking for performance for my band. Besides that there are a lot of works going on too at my office "Scream Interactive" the staffs here and me are really screaming~~work until we scream~~serious shit~

Besides that, since I knew this few people, my life changed a bit here and there....these are the few people~~

(1)Sok Ling : My very good and powerful vocalist and also hairstylist~~He design my hairstyle for free~~yay!! She's a cheerful girl too.

(2)Jiaee : A slow and blur girl, my another vocalist and guitarist...she gave us chance to perform for th first time at hwalian~~

(3)Ivan : Sim's bf~a very cheerful boy.

(4)Wen Ying : My band's Keyboardist and also my Ah Mui~~She fullfilled my band with her talent~~a very mysterious girl~~but i like talking to her~~

This is the current me~~I didn't changed much from outlook but inside i changed quite abit~~

I've been staying away from all those love and relationship for almost 10 months plus~~and I might continue to stay like this for another half a year~~If possible I wanna do whatever I want before I found another part of my life~and to be honest if possible I just wanna play music with these few people in my band all day long without any stress or problems in mind~~that's all I wanna say for now~~Will update more frequent~~haha~